Sizeee

weight has always always ALWAYS bothered me. When I was little I was a chub from like... 8 too 13. When I reached 13 I grew and all that jazz. I love skinny girls and chubby boys. Skinny boys just scare me. Sine I was 13 i've weighed 135 and been 5'9. Recently this year ive gained 15 pounds!!! Heaviest ive ever been in my life. It does make me sad to be heavier. I was just used to being thinner. I would like myself alot more (i love myself but i would love myself even more) if I was my normal weight or smaller. I dont know really know. I guess weighing a certain amount shoudnt matter. But too me it does.

First

My first crush was in first grade. I loved a boy names Mickey! hahah. He was short and scrawny and i liked him on and off til 5th grade. Isnt first grade a little young to like boys? Maybe not I dont know I think it is. But thats a first

may 6th how to tackle sleeplessness

i dont know how to over power my sleepless self. I cant sleep at all. I never am able to sleep.
i love sleep.

Places

My project im picking India.

Mac- up

MAC is really expensive too. Classy choice! I've thought about the transformation make up gives you. I like, but then a again i dont. I think it depends on who you are. I think some girl look better when they dont wear make up. It vary's I guess.